to know the power that lay within allows an opening to begin it isn’t loud, it is not one sign it is a gentle nudge from the divine it feels like home, a safe place to land a space so quiet, yet so grand wordless, shapeless, real as space it is an opening to divine […]

the space between time  is really a pause awareness to know “is” ness not focused on the cause i feel when i am knowing  that now is all my being becomes still  i can not fall i am here now in this moment  as i write this moment is mine it is my right i […]

as we crack open bit by bit the light INside will be lit there are growing pains highs + lows all must happen in order to grow finding balance on the way + noting it’s space can be the anchor back to love + grace balance is a gift, it is a state of being […]

retreating alone with my self by my side being my own company no where to hide i see who i am, i pause, check in the feeling of solitude can begin it is a deep inner peace, sense of knowing all the pain is for my growing pain doesn’t have to be thought of as […]

B-I-G: boundary in general (meaning within and all inclusive of source /g-d / divine, all the time).. a space to live free from illusion, b-i-g is the basic fundamental innate freedom  we all have an IB (inner being) + the rest is our experiences  we chose our entry time, we came in eager we knew […]

a glimpse into ascension moving up the energetic wave it takes so much to be brave all that was known is not what thought we must go through to be taught a burning INside for something grand had to look inside to change the plan the plan has become to go with the flow be […]

no more pretending that i am not hurt i have to clean up + get out of the dirt let it ease away, feel myself new see the beginning, notice how i grew the pain in the heart bleeds when i least expect i am not sure if it is something i will ever get […]

catching feelings has me  i feel it in my being a connection made am i really seeing? i crossed paths with a stranger or maybe not? suddenly my path is diverted by a thought what is the feeling? maybe it’s new, maybe it’s real maybe it is just a different  f e e l a […]

the unknown is exciting now fear dissipates away some will leave, some will stay meeting new people all the time guided by the one, the ultimate divine opening a door to meet another i feel excited  there is no reason to feel other after going through relationship beginnings + endings i am now realizing the […]

another veil lifted clearer eyes anew the tell tale sign that i grew through the muck + dark making my way knowing the light remains + always to stay it is a shedding, a brick compound lifted i had to figure out how to balance as i shifted rooted in knowingness  now is the only […]