m o v i n g on

A tidal wave of emotions

swept through me this week

i didn’t see them coming and

it caused me to feel weak

i felt trapped in the story of

what my life was

it isn’t that i want something different now

it is the feeling of lost love

i see now that love isn’t something that can be lost

rather a knowing that love is here always

at no cost

i can’t remain in the story or idea i once believed

the trauma and pain so intense

it feels like a slow bleed

it is my mind that struggles

my heart knows it is all ok

i am praying for my mind to be cleansed 

in the most Divine way

i can love from afar, no matter what was done

i can forgive and heal knowing we are all one

this is the path to open me up

having courage and faith 

and trust 

it is radical forgiveness to myself and all 

to know this truth helps the fall

it shows we can recoup no matter the story

it requires deep faith in Source / G-d’s glory

i ask for grace to run through my being

please enter as i continue Seeing