a blank canvas, no map in sight
i feel i am falling
it’s hard to see light
my mind travels back
to a different life than now
intense to understand
impossible to forget
i wish sometimes the programmed mind would reset
memories of what was
plans i had made
was it all for nothing
because it manifested in shade
i had a mask of approval
of how i believed i should be
i didn’t realize then my inner being
needed to free
i don’t blame, i don’t point fingers
i see life differently now
but the pain still lingers
i feel i am of love
guided by Source
i know this truth of me
i am also a human being
i allow myself to go through the highs and lows
each step taken an offering to grow
ultimately we are all the same
we all want love
being a human is a game
once we see we are all one
the stories of what we are told
become none
we see truth, one collective being
this is the true meaning of seeing
as i sit in the shadow space
i know source will fill me with grace
to know the darkness is to know the light
it may suck sometimes but it’s worth the fight