now i s e e

no more pretending that i am not hurt

i have to clean up + get out of the dirt

let it ease away, feel myself new

see the beginning, notice how i grew

the pain in the heart bleeds when i least expect

i am not sure if it is something i will ever get

i feel the presence of divine and love

it is the humanness in me that needs a little shove

i feel my light and know my worth

i trust the the guidance of my rebirth

i know you can’t grow without feeling it all

i am grateful for the lessons, even the hurt when i fall

i feel broken open

exposed with no mask

believing i am warrior

is no easy task

it is full faith in the path and trust in me

knowing i was blind and now i see