handle it

We must handle it. The ups, downs, ins, outs, the whole gamut. The hardest thing to do is to follow the highest path versus the easy one. The highest path will lead you through the heaviest pain, suffering, loss, fear, doubt + low frequency emotions/feelings. It will ultimately lead you to Self truth + liberation. The easy path will have less outer turmoil but the Inner Being will be lost + Ego will be leading the way. Feelings of shame, blame, guilt, resentment, lies, and falseness will be the driving force. The easy path will sacrifice your morals, ethics, truth and ultimately YOU. I can’t take the easy path.

The shift from a vicious cycle to a virtuous one takes COURAGE. Stepping from the known to the unknown with blind faith. Trusting yourSelf. Fear will attempt to block you from the highest path + faith will hold your hand and walk you through.

I have never been more scared and sure at the same time. I am seeing everyone in a new light. I am proud of mySelf for knowing that this is a sticky situation and doing my best to stay above the line in faith + love. Everyday is a challenge + everyday I show up not knowing what I will face. Emotions are being released that I wasn’t conscious of. They scare me and then they begin to heal me.

I will be released in divine timing + I will lead w love + kindness. I am petrified but I am also peaceful. I have a part of me inside that speaks softly + reminds me every second of every day that I am whole, light, and strong. G-d only gives us what we can handle. I will stand in my power w compassion + allow. I will share my story of courage + faith with others. I will let them know the highest path is beyond what we think we can handle but is is the path to truth. I will be honest. I will be real. I am stripped out of my comfort zone + trance and am facing all my demons + patterns. Everyday is another lesson + release + ultimately growth. This too shall pass + I promise to make my struggle other people’s support. I will serve for the highest good of all and become an example of how to handle it.

I pray for divine guidance, love, strength, truth, and clarity.